we like the outdoors |
i have a classical art background from high school and some college - direct observational oil painting and and charcoal mostly. i used to spend 48+ hours on a single painting... huge paintings.
i have a boyfriend. his name is christopher he's a writer and a book seller. follow his blog at: pulp suicide |
it's been a long time since i have done anything like that. it's been a long time since i've made anything at all because my distorted definition of how "my art"
i used to really love slam poetry too, but somewhere along the line i decided that that was too emotional and dramatic and immature.
my mind closed slowly - sneakily - until i woke up and realized how paralyzed i had made myself.
i've had a lot of trouble finding my way back with out art school and it's assignments and deadlines and discipline. that is where this blog comes in. to give me some direction and purpose.
to give structure to my path of healing.
find the me-ness.
sometimes i'll be happy with what i've tried. sometimes i won't. sometimes i'll do a lot in a week. sometimes i won't want to do anything at all - but i will. and that is important
just once a week. just one complete thought.
we have cats. (4) batman, egon, & mucha from left to right betty is a bitch and doesn't hang out. |
that's the only rule.
until it's not fun anymore
p.s. i'm a runner too.
i run barefoot in my vibram five fingers . it's the first thing that i've done that is completely mine. it's not an interest anyone gave me, no one taught me how to do it "right". it is completely mine. and i hold onto this when i lose confidence in my conviction.
if i can run, i can do anything
mind.full.ness (in)
grat.it.tude (out)
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